"freak out and kill a cicada"



it was a long warm night. i keep twisting and turning in my bed.
i opened my window as wide as it goes. unfortunately, no wind is
present, nothing to cool me down.
i was restless all night. heat keeping wide-eyed.

alas! night is over and sun came dashing up the sky.
i left my window open wide and just the white curtains the only
shield from anything. I came back to my room, to my big surprise
a cicada is sticking in my curtain.

I did everything just to stop the thingy from entering my room,
but it only make things worst. the cicada made to my bed.
I'm so scared that I left my room, close the door behind me and
forget that that horrendous thing is inside my room.

dark is approaching fast and i need to face the fact.
I grab a stick, about two feet long to try... i don't know.
kill the thing, maybe? its gonna die anyway.
but i didn't kill it using the stick but I grab a fly pray
and spray the ugly thing away(i still dont know if its still alive or not,
too scared to check.)
I went downstairs to look for a longer stick, and i did.
but it did nothing good. the thingy is trying to get away,
and it tried to fly. I freak out and accidentally hit the light.
not the light bulb but the glass thing that covers it.

oh.., i hate that thing.
so now, this time of the year, i will
always close the window whenever
i will leave my freakin' room.

i got set of dreams:
one is about 4 girls being herded into an
old building by 2 killers. their actually quite a hunk.
six packs and all that; the other one is about me.
its actually a girl that just turn 18. her family, or i would say her new family
tool her to this place. something like red district, but anyway they took her to that place
and try to get her drunk for the first time. when its time to dance, people seems
to avoid her. so, she sit back to her chair and tell her family about it. it so happens
that one of her family is a hair stylist and she ask her sister to give her a make over.
when she came out of the ladies room, people twist their neck to see her.

the story of my dream will be continue...

for now...