My Faceless Lover

My Faceless Lover

Weird as you say but my cousins boyfriend is in the house yowh...! also the group of pilipino's she (my cousin) meet, I meet a few of them. We are having a camping and its raining. I dont know but the venue was in my grandma's house back home. It was a bit "ok" coz my cousin and her boyfriend is sharing the same tent to them selves. We are injoying our selves until the pairing happens. Dustin and Jenny is now official, Miguel and somebody else( not sure if its Jannel) ware keeping their conversation to them selves. One moring ( I think it was the next moring) some guys(whte guys) are loading down some beds and I dont know what else. Later did I know that the camping is extended, it doesnt bother me coz the longer, the better. My cousin and her boyfriend is in a huge swing( I dont know how to call it) and are talking about the plans when the camping is over. then, One of the guys I've seen Unloading some stuff shouted "As long as I can see LUCILLE again, its alright". I look at my cousin and she is looking back, grinning.

"What the Hell are you talking about?" I shouted back
"ling, he likes you. Isn't that obviouse?" My cousin EXplained.


We are inside a building, I'm setting in one corner, still confuse about what the dude said. Then I can hear them talking. Its not clear because the window is open and its raining. I dont know what's their topic, I just shouted:: "I dont even like KIWIs"

He stood up looking at me. He's aiming for the door, he pulled hes hood and walk out. I just stared back to the window. But I can see him throwing stones into the river with extra force. He have some audience with him. one of them is Jenny, I called her and signal. I'm not looking at the window, I dont want to face him him. A few minutes later, he walk in. I pulled a chair and offer it to him. and he did sit on it. I take off his wet jacket and hang it somewhere, I also offered him a towel. after that where fine, we are now sharing the same tent. nothing is happening of course.

But never once did i see his face.

TOP 10 THINGS WHY TODAY IS DIFFERENT

• i saw my uncle at school. first time this week
• I saw a man. Pale, beautiful and has dark rings around its eyes. I wonder if he is a V.
• For the first time this week, I'm not satisfied with my lunch (burger homemade)
• I saw a dude. His eyes is so good to look at. its blue but not the ordinary blue eyes that you can see everywhere. Its like the color of your swimming pool. I really wish to look at it even just for a minute.
• today is Friday. no class tomorrow, hurray...!!
• for the first time this week I know what to do in my free time.
• And to the first time this week, i feel awesome..
• oh.., first time that I have to cover my head because it is raining

THINGS I HATE ABOUT SCHOOL

• Stairs are everywhere.
• My math teacher is nuts.
• My Philosophy paper expect us to learn about "ARGUMENT"
• My Psychology teacher have a very strong accent (his Swiss)
• We have to attend tutorials
• I don't know enough people to like it.
• I still don't have my weekly allowance

"WONDERLAND IS GONE"

STORE ROOM



I think its better this way,
even better to let you go,
All I have to know is if your happy,
shes a nice girl.

you will be fine,
I hope so, if not I'm always here for you.
But its better to move on
start to live once more.

I'm done with you
and that's for good.
day dreaming is over
like a bubble that popped in the sky,
like a candy taken away from a child.

But its also like a heavy book
being returned to the Library,
like a student who passed in her
major exam.

its a big relief, yes its is.
But what will happen to the empty space
you left behind?
the empty floor of the library
in which was once filled with notes
and books about you.

What will happen to the hallow space
you left deserted.
I say to lock it down,
lock it until some one much better
than you will arrive

someone greater than you will come
and grab the key from my hands
and open the door to the empty Library

Put truck of book's
far more greater than yours.
stock it with more useful documents
and store it with even more advance computers
and software's.

But until then, no one should inter the room
Until then, my life would be incomplete.

HOW'S THING'S?

HOW THINGS HAVE GONE

• I have to let go being a dreamer. I have to accept the fact that you no longer belong to me. I have to face the truth. Well, as long as you are happy, its fine by me.
• School starts this week. yeah..I'm back to my boring classes and thing like that. Although I only have four subjects (here its called PAPER's) my schedule is still loaded because of tutorial which you have to have in every paper.

eg, Bio102: BIO lectures, BIO tutorials
BIO laboratory, BIO laboratory tutorials.

how crazy is that?

so all in all I have to attend 10 different classes per week.

• I have a philosophy paper that study about ARGUMENT. Tell me, WHY WOULD I HAVE TO STUDY THIS FREAKIN' THING???? For god sake, who would be using this thing in there careers?? I mean, do we rally have to learn whats the meaning of argument? SOOOO DAMMMMNNNN WEIRD....!!!!
• Speaking of weird, In the same subject I have a classmate who wears ninja stuff. When I say ninja stuff I mean naruto king of ninja. Like the forehead protector that ninja from KONOHA wear and also the green vest which I remember being use but one of the sensei in naturo's class. GOSH...!!! If you think about it really carefully. People here graduate in high school at the age of eithteen, that means his 18 years old but still sooooo obsessed with naruto. I'm a anime addict my self but I can still handle it well enough for not wearing stuff like thoese. Geeezzz...I wonder what would I look like if I dress like SAILOR MOON or like the girl from RAGNAROK, I think the girl named TAQUES or something like that. the girl who always wear blind fold. YEAH......

No more "DREAMER & DREAM ON"

heres new

"HALLOW HEART"

&

"UNLOCK MY HEART"


I thought it was cute ^______^

PS.

i got my second new testament BIBLE
today.