I'm Doing Good, I think

"i'm doing good, i think"
(not sure, really)



so here we go., yesterday I lost this thing that i really needed.
i think it was my wallet, i never seen it for months.
(yeah.., thats how I am)
I need to move the bed so I can search on the other side of it
but i still got the thingy in there.
yeah, I havent got the courage to check what happened to the bastard
until yesterday. I got a stick with me in case the thing is still alive.
I slowly move the bed. climbed over it and have a look.
woohoo....!! the think is in there, laying on its back ans drop dead, dead!
yeehhaaaa!!!!


the next thing, my waking up problems.
haha! Even if i sleep about two in the morning i still wake up by 7;30 or so.
i feel really good. I have solve most of my problems except my weight and
my cleaning problems.
hihi..,


got to go..!!

last post i never said " dream on",
so now...


DREAM ON....!!!
double Effect..!!
0r
2X


hihi...,

"freak out and kill a cicada"



it was a long warm night. i keep twisting and turning in my bed.
i opened my window as wide as it goes. unfortunately, no wind is
present, nothing to cool me down.
i was restless all night. heat keeping wide-eyed.

alas! night is over and sun came dashing up the sky.
i left my window open wide and just the white curtains the only
shield from anything. I came back to my room, to my big surprise
a cicada is sticking in my curtain.

I did everything just to stop the thingy from entering my room,
but it only make things worst. the cicada made to my bed.
I'm so scared that I left my room, close the door behind me and
forget that that horrendous thing is inside my room.

dark is approaching fast and i need to face the fact.
I grab a stick, about two feet long to try... i don't know.
kill the thing, maybe? its gonna die anyway.
but i didn't kill it using the stick but I grab a fly pray
and spray the ugly thing away(i still dont know if its still alive or not,
too scared to check.)
I went downstairs to look for a longer stick, and i did.
but it did nothing good. the thingy is trying to get away,
and it tried to fly. I freak out and accidentally hit the light.
not the light bulb but the glass thing that covers it.

oh.., i hate that thing.
so now, this time of the year, i will
always close the window whenever
i will leave my freakin' room.

i got set of dreams:
one is about 4 girls being herded into an
old building by 2 killers. their actually quite a hunk.
six packs and all that; the other one is about me.
its actually a girl that just turn 18. her family, or i would say her new family
tool her to this place. something like red district, but anyway they took her to that place
and try to get her drunk for the first time. when its time to dance, people seems
to avoid her. so, she sit back to her chair and tell her family about it. it so happens
that one of her family is a hair stylist and she ask her sister to give her a make over.
when she came out of the ladies room, people twist their neck to see her.

the story of my dream will be continue...

for now...

"Being Difficult"


its probably just me or just her, my mother, annoying the hell out of me.
i sometimes cant understand my self whether i do or i dont understand my
self. i love being alone but if i am i feel like i'm people forget
about me. yeah.., maybe its just how people is.
all messed up, if its not then i dont what to call it.. imperfect perhaps?

you might be wondering what the heck i am talking about,
but the truth is, i dont know either.
i'm just letting my fingers write what ever they want.
its 11 pm. i'm watching desperate house wifes.
my brother is watching something in you tube.
i cant hear:
cha-cha-cha mirigo cha-cha-cha 2x
cha-cha-cha..!!!!

in front of me is the screen(ofcorz) and a cup of cold coffee.,
a sharpener, a comb(not mine), a pick, eraser, the thing that you use
to erase ball pen mess, a all-in-one remote control, a metal ruler, some speakers.

in my right side is a bunch of cables, a pair of dumbbells, electric fan, painting made by
my brother, a shelf contains some figurines.

and in my left hand side is the living room. you probably know
what would you see in a normal living room, right?


now, I'm pre-enrolled in the University.
One more step to go and I'm done with this freaking process
that takes ages to finish.


i almost remember, i already finish the book me and my cousin borrowed
from the library. now, i have nothing else to read.
she is planing another girls day out. I'm not sure with it my self.
but i think i will because i'm going to help her pass her application form
for the same school i applied for.

I'm trying very hard to get back in shape. I wake up 7 am to play
badminton for about 1 and a haft hour with my mother.
(7 am is early...FOR ME)
i only eat two meals a day. in this house/family, we dont prepare anything
for launch. but you are welcome to some fruits.
banana, apple, hmmm.., banana




something happened. its not the water line. I cant take a shower until
tomorrow. I havent been in the shower for two days now.
i feel sooo sticky.., god...!! why did it have to be like this.

oh.., i'm suffering sunburn on my back. i forgot to put sunblock on it.
goshhh...!!! this is what happens to people wearing backless
without thingking on putting sunblock.
now i have to take my bra off every now and then.

oh.., its full moon..!!!

well, whatever..,


DREAM ON..!!

"Sunburn"

we went back to kawhia beach

and have a swim..

this time, with some relatives.,

sorry, no photo's

coz my sister is the photographer

(no good one's)

:D

so yeah..,

its all clean and clear.

by the time were home,

i went straight to bed and sleep.

and wake up when my cousin went into my room.

and now the moon is full.

its really beautyful.

oh yeah.., i made my own alphabets,

hahaha.., its really nice to look at.

I call it "Dream Code"

and i dont know what else did I do this week.

have a nice day..!

&&

DREAM ON...!